| The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay... Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity... And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life... -Fergie, Big Girls DOn't Cry |
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| I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears
And listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
You know, it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But, then your circle of friends
Will defend the silver lining
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good
-John Mayer "The Heart of Life" |
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| Why does time go so fast? Sometimes I feel like I can't hold on to anything because it just slips out of my hands. I miss things about my life. This has been the longest, boringest summer of my life...I'm ready to move on? Sometimes I just want to live far away from everything and everyone...in a little house and be humble and lay in the grass all day...but then I realize I feel soulless when I feel unneeded, unwanted. As much as I don't want to admit it, I need people in my life. When I feel connected with someone, I feel so alive that I know I need people to complete me. And when I realize this about myself, it sometimes pisses me off. I'll never have that little house in the middle of no where...maybe it's selfish of me anyway. It's not my destiny, it's just my fantasy. |
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| Whatever I smelled before is gone for now...boo-hoo.  |
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| I smell spring... 
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